PRQXY Of Humanity
Bigger Than Ourselves
Study Struggle
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I Have Never Let My Schooling Interfere With My Education

– Mark Twain, Henry Rutgers

That was satisfying to read, since I struggle with education system and it’s benefits since a young age thought it’s flawed but all people around you embrace it from your family to community and government, it must be I’m the flawed ?

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It Must Be

I receive high education before school as 4 years old on an institution, they don’t accept my age but since my big brothers going there and both my parents were working so they squeeze me in, few years and I was studying with high school groups and collage students, remembering times when teacher give me a marker to write on the board but I didn’t know how to write, was the only one getting tested verbally, until I reach a level where I pass the tests but they let me fail and repeat courses, didn’t understand back then why but later I know that because it got puberty materials, so when I got in school it wasn’t interesting much, I wasn’t studying instead I was creating businesses, volunteer and take online courses in design and software, in intermediate school I was giving courses in design, video editing and game development by high school run an institution as GM for 2 years along with many projects, school education to me wasn’t something productive or meaningful, no teacher was able to answer me of why we are studying this topic, I believed on other types of practical useful knowledge, one time I was obsessed with building my robot and was travelling to other cities collecting parts and meeting people on school exams days of high school where marks are vital to collage acceptance but it didn’t matter to me, in fact I didn’t study all subjects, I skipped the useless ones but still kept getting good marks, there were moments when school study was great, one when the Histology professor at medical school decided to drop exams and instead let us draw 20 human tissue on the weekend, it was a lot of work but after that we where studying to study not for marks or exams, it felt good just swimming freely in knowledge.

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Not all knowledge are useful and when there are many answers the right one fade, studying must not consider a productive thing on it’s own, what you do after that with knowledge is. I been invited to speak at my collage after a year of my graduation about a different side of the medical field from the many innovative projects that I did while studying and got the medical innovation award, It have been my pain and struggle and the problem that I’m solving for the rest of my life

Change Is The End Result Of All True Learning

– Leo Buscaglia

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